It’s all gonna hurt. Knowing your not the girl that’s making him smile. Knowing your not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing your not the face on his background of his phone anymore. Knowing if he hasn’t already he will delete the album of pictures of you. Knowing you wont be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing there’s not going to be anymore late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most. And you know what? Today, tomorrow, next week, months from now; your phone will go off with a text message. You’ll instantly grab it, hoping its him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But trust me; it won’t be. He’s got too much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn’t tell you. You’re soon gonna realize he doesn’t care about you anymore and he won’t be the first person you call when you’re upset. He wont be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah, it’s gonna hurt; it’s gonna hurt a lot. But you know what you’re gonna do? You’re gonna hold your head up. You’re gonna show him you’re better than him and you don’t need him in your life. You’re gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go, and that you never really needed him anyways.
(via poeticheartache) (via teatime-with-nikki)
